Sick~~

Sickness is all around us.... Looks like a lot of people is falling sick too. I myself had fell sick on Wednesday, yet I went to school on Thursday just to finish my BM lisan. Ain't I good. Haha. Well, I didn't get to prepare much, just sat down and started elaborating on the notes I've written oh so long ago. Good thing is that I've got an A, that's one good news when all is down..

Ahah!! Skipped school today for the first time. I'm proud of it.. Hehe... Well, I do miss my friends in school. A whole day without seeing them, talking to them, listening to their laughter. It's a bit weird because this is not on a usual basis. I guess we all better have enough rest to recover or to prevent sickness. I do hope that nothing serious will happen in school.

Hmmm... I'm sick too because someone else made me sick. Did I do anything to you that you must do this?? Or perhaps someone is too sensitive that they actually read people's blogs to know what they are thinking... Or.... Someone 'leaked'... Wonder who ehh??

I wish all those that are sick to make a full recovery soon.. I hope that there will not be a flu outbreak in school....

And I am proud that my theory and statement is true. Indeed back-stabbing had been introduced. Please see my third last post in July.

Future??

Future is a very dangerous word. You'll never know what will happen in the future. All might seem well, at the blink of an eye, things might change. This might be due to natural or human means.

Natural means will be one that will really catch you off guard. Mother nature might just kick in and spoil everything. Floods, earthquakes, tsunamis are the examples. Things might also happen by God's will. God will never harm us, eventhough the happenings seem painful, there will be a good behind it. It's understandable, tolerable.

Human means on the other hand is much more painful and harder to comprehend. The human brain is much more complex and will change according to it's surroundings. This leaves human the most dangerous race on the face of earth. You can't judge a book by it's cover. People might be extremely kind on the outside, but it is the inside that we should be scared of. You will never know why suddenly your best friend will do something that will hurt you. Betrayal. Back-stabbing.

What scare us more is that you think you know that person well, then again, they suddenly will do something that you can't expect. This will really scare us. Never get too attached or trust too much on someone, unless they are reliable. Even if they did, they are the ones that will not hurt you that deep.

Be sure that you have a heart of steel with a warm core... Stand firm against the unprecedented future....

Thursday

Hmm... Thursday.... I can't really remember what actually happened on this particular day... I wouldn't have posted about this day if it wasn't high in value. Something important in this road of life, a mark, that's what it is.

But, I wouldn't have forgotten what it is about if it is very special. Perhaps I'm getting a bit forgetful these days. Besides, no matter what event or incident it is, I'm sure it can't match the intensity of that happening.

It could be about volleyball, homework, friends, or even something that I have not done before.. Whatever it is... It happened on this very day, a Thursday...

Durian Season

Heya!!! In the blink of an eye it's durian season again..... Durians durians everywhere... Stalls bloom up on the sides of the road. The scent of durians is in the air again...

It must be the season because our very Durian is active once again. My head will be spinning again... I must confess I don't really like durians. Nonetheless, same goes for Durian. Some people actually said that there is actually durian smell from Durian...

The DCA was brought in once again to investigate 3 counts of lies that Durian had committed.

First count, Durian was found guilty for misinforming people again.-- Durian told a friend about Tantan, and Durian make it sounds like that they are together. What a lie....
Second count, Durian was found guilty for distorting the truth.-- Durian told a 4J person that Durain liked Tantan, but decided to break up with Tantan because Tantan was too flirty. The councilers present was disgusted because Tantan never liked Durian nor did Tantan was with Durian. *Durian is so torny and looked appalling, and round*
Third count was a lying count, Durian was found guilty.-- Durian wanted to 'flirt' with Wine... Durian asked Tantan for Wine's number but Tantan refuses. Durian told Tantan that Durian's brother was Wine's good friend and had told Wine that Durian had a boyfriend. *Hah!!!!* After asking Wine, Tantan found out that Wine does not know Durians brother. Therefore, Durian was found guilty for lying.... Again...

Recently Durian has been staying in school from Monday to Friday all of a sudden. Durian was seen mixing with a Form 5 and 6 girl, chatting with guys whenever the opportunity comes. Known as a extremely active or perhaps 'fertile' Durian, people must keep themselves away to prevent themselves from falling into more of Durian's lies and conspiracy. Looks like Durian is up to something. Durian was seen chit chatting very closely with the afternoon sessions as well, hope that they will not be used for Durian's own gain.

The DCA had issued a warning to all- To beware of Durian..... Keep your distance..... Durian changes words like a girl changes her clothes...

What??

Ungu lost to Merah in volleyball??? What?? How did that happen?? Well, I don't know either... They might win the other matches though....

Whatttt????!!!! Netball lose 2 game somemore??? School team players weii~~~ It's really unexpected... Even they themselves were shocked... Perhaps it's just some mistakes...

Hmm... I don't know how is the badminton going on... But I do hope it's ok... Now that Ungu's most strong games had suffer a tragic lost, may be they will be able to win in the other matches...

Good luck!!! Don't be too upset or demoralised... Continue to fight!!! All the best... Go Ungu!!!

Period of Uncertainty

Run.. Run... An escape from depression is really great... It's just what I need... This is when I turn to my friends.. However, one silly mistake that I've done, changed everything.

Perhaps it seems ordinary, it in fact affected the person, who decided to retaliate, and wants to beat me in my own game. But this has changed things, I know none of us is actually guilty, but none of us is innocent. This left our relationship or perhaps you all prefer, friendship, shaky and unstable. At anytime a gush of wind could just break the line....

What a fool I am, to think that people should feel pity and give way for me.. I'm a bit self-centered after that tragic incident.. My desperate escape from depression, anger, and unsatisfaction has lead me to a plunge to the Land of Uncertainty...

I couldn't have a friend that will be nice, and suddenly bad to me... It will just make me keep thinking about things.. And perhaps make me regret of my actions. Friends are my important assets... I really do treasure them. A wind of change came and changed everything. I'm always the one lending a hand, shoulder to anyone that needs it, always to comfort, support and encourage people... Now it seems I'm the one that needs it..

Then again, my emotions now had aligned with that relationship, friendship of mine... One will affect the other... Both is linked together now... I do hope all this never did happened... But what's done is done, what follows is inevitable...

All I can do now is hope for the best and work towards the future... Somehow if I laugh or joke with people, it's just temporary... Not long after I'll be haunted by the feeling again. A feeling that I can't describe... It has bitter, sour taste altogether.. A chef's experiment disaster.. A total jumble up of mixed feelings served on a dish. It has the taste of regret, sadness, disappointment, sorrow topped with a sauce of anger and sprinkles of hope...

I hope things will get better... All I can do for my friends out there, is to be strong, dependent and unaffected... I might be numb and dull abit sometimes... But I'm sure that my Lord will somehow manage to restore hope and give me strength to move on... Perhaps He can turn the tides... Until then, all the best!! =)

Prefect's Day

Sorry I posted this so late... On Wednesday, it's our school's Prefect's Installation!!! Yay!!! The good thing is that the whole form 4 and lower 6 were invited!!! Yay!! Skip class~~

It started with the coming of the deputy OCPD... Then speeches... Very long speeches.... Then prefects were called up to the stage to be either installed or be awarded for their services... Then we were to leave the hall... We were like what..? NO fair... We can't see the performances...

However, being me... the mischievous me couldn't just let it go by without me attending... Just a simple explanation to my teacher, teacher agreed to let me out for a while, even without permission... Ahem** So I went there with my camera, acting like one of the photographer's... After taking the first two performances which is Form 1 & 2 dance and a chinese song by Si Rou and Wai Loan, I gave my camera to Jeshua to help me record... *So if I ever upload any videos and you think it's shaky, it's Jeshua*

Then, I went to McD to join the prefects upon two persons approval.. There I go... The I saw Jia Wei almost got hit by a car...(No details) It was awesome there.... Everyone had so much fun there, mingling with each other and doing silly stuff... Haha.... Then it's time to go back... Everyone said goodbye... And went back to their respective homes..

There was a very disturbing event that had caused me much suffering... Since it's not related to this topic I've put it in the previous post..

Photos will be uploaded as soon as I have the mood to do so... Videos as well...

P/s This would most probably be my last normal post... After this, this blog will be dedicated to my weeks of sadness and in reference to the popular subject... Emo-ness...

Roller Coaster

Roller Coaster!!! Wheeee~~ That's the normal expression of a person going on a roller coaster... The moment you are up there, adrenaline will fill your veins and give you the excitement...

In my life, I'll always last and this week as the week when my school has a roller coaster....

Woohooo!!

But the one I'm talking about is not the roller coaster you've seen... It's one that can't be seen, but experienced... My life is like a roller coaster right now... It's all been going up the early year, even until RKA Day, it's still going up... However, little that I know, that was already the peak before the real ride begins...

The 'thrill' started with the all so exciting day when the new BOD's were announced... I know my mood very bad, I thank those that are tolerant with me. During that week, there were up's and down's... At least, my friends were very supportive and were there to comfort me... It's been ok... Only that this very incident left a permanent mark on me... I get easily angered nowadays, and very easy to be annoyed and ignore people....

Then it's been ok until today.. Haiz... All was well, until after McD.... I did something that I might regret forever... That is I ignored one of my close friends of a while... Because of this the person got angry and decided to ignore me also... Until now, the situation is not stable yet... Probably more 'thrills' ahead...

The two most difficult week for me in my whole entire time in my school... Haiz....

P/s Never ignore someone that is important to you... You might have just accidentally offended them without knowing...

Excuses??

Excuses.... They are just mere reasons made up to divert the blame or to escape from a responsibility.... I'm sure everyone had gave excuses to someone before, sometime in their lives,

Yes... I have launched my plan.... Not as evil as I thought I would be... Plainly because I was called at a time when I'm cool. I've said what I've wanted to say, may be I left out some points or some accusations and information, but after hearing what the other someone had to say, I just don't feel like saying anything at all.

I take the explanation as an excuse... It was not very satisfying, for it was derived from the original question... In the end, the mystery was only half solved... Somehow IT gave me the feeling of being left out of the loop, not answering to my stripped of responsibility and did not answer my question exactly how I wanted.

I gave IT my opinion but IT stays rooted firmly on the grounds that the support is there behind them.. I can further say no more... A position is what IT can give, but the deal is not sweet and I am not cheap... I do hope the brick wall will fall apart by itself.. Not by attack, but from within.. A vote of no confidence, quarrels, disagreement and dismissal will only then the wall be brought down.

But then again, this wall is the vital defence of the citizens within.. If this wall should fall, all would be lost.. Since the wall was built by you all, it is your responsibility to maintain it.. But Enemies are at your gate, like I said before, strive to survive... It's up to you whether you can pull it off and fortify the city...

Crossroads~~

In life, you will often find yourself in a position where you do not know what to do... You will just into blank space, will your brain process your next course of action.

That's reality, that's what will happen in life... Sometimes, things will also seem to be very down for you... Sometimes you will feel depressed... You just feel that life has let you down. That's my position right now.... In spite of all the unhappy things that is happening, I still will try to put a smile on my face. This is when I found that having friends really help..

Then again, I still can't make up my mind yet... Shall I be good or bad... I asked my friends, they say be good. But after thinking for a while what had happened, I don't think good will be the answer. It's a totally different question actually, shall I be bad or evil...

Hmmm... Which path??

What ever my answer will be, it must be made.. today..... For tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, I will initiate my plan... Sorry folks, I've thought about it, recent events have also been taken into account.... I just have to say this, my next course of action is inevitable.... I hope I will not go too far...

All the best~~

Sigh~~

I would not have imagined that my 60th post will be about this.... Then again.. May be it's a coincidence.. Well, life is depressing~~ Most probally people is getting their life long wish, while my little one can't even be achieved... Sigh~

Ladies and gentlemen.... I hereby, on this depressing day of July, sadly announce the new BOD for PBSM SL (Y) 76.... I hope you will be extremely glad to know the new BOD, for you can plan to skip PBSM meetings early...

President--HSL Gan Kah Keng

Vice President--SL Lee Shi Min

Vice President--SL Low Siew Yan

Secretary--SL Lee Mindy

Asstitant Secretary--ASL Ng May Kwan

Tressurer-- SL Felicia Lee

Assitant Tressurer--ASL Ching Jo-Shua

Quater Master--SL Yap Wei Lin

Assitant Quater Master-- ASL Lim Hong Wei

Membership Director--ASL Goh Jia Ern

Marching Director--ASL Edwin Sam

Training Director-- ASL Chiam Yin Chuan

Rooming Director--ASL Gai Kok Chong

Assitant Rooming Director--ASL Lim Yin Yan

Project and Activity Director-- ASL Hong Han Xiang

First Aid Director--ASL' Stephanie Tay

Afternoon Representative-- Kar Ming

Form 3 Rep. -- Leow Zhan Yeh

Form 4 Rep. --Lee Chow Xin

Form 5 and 6 Rep. -- Joyce Lum

There you go folks..... These are your new leaders.... You might wonder why certain people had dissappeared, feel free to ask me WHY.... To the dear readers and the doughnut apple man naughty BOD's, there are actually some fault in the BOD's appointment. Don't worry, your post WILL remain.. But this will still be a controversial subject, like I said, there were many faults in the appointment... I do really feel like making it obvious... So that people will know..

A word of advise to the BOD's------ Please work together closely, have tolerance towards each other... People are not prefect, tolerate please.... Ohh and there will be a lot of fire coming your way, and many difficulties ahead, so please solve it together.. You all have been given a big Board, so please make the full use out of it....

A word of advice to everyone out there------ Don't join a society that is full of politics... Please save yourself the trouble and go join something better... Scouts or Pandu Puteri perhaps.... Politics have been around for 3 years now... Plus back-stabbing has been introduced... And also ignoring and stripping you of from your privilledge and rights... Therefore, please save yourself the trouble.

To the new BOD's... Strive to survive.... I wish you the worst of luck and if we shall meet again, it will be too soon.... Anymore details on the controlversial part, please ask me..

Oops

Woopps... It's Sunday again.... That means, tomorrow's..... Monday??!

Ahhhhh!!!! It's Monday again!!! Monday Blues.... Things are not done, things are not prepared. How am I going to survive this week?? Nothing too interesting in the coming week.... It's back to the old boring time.... But I still have tons of work to catch up!!!

Ahh.... How am I going to survive the teacher's onslaught... Better go buy Class 4 bullet-proof vest.. Haha... Perhaps a 9mm sub machine gun, .50 caliber machine gun, .44 magnum, grenades, claymore, stingers and flash bangs... With this, I think you will be able to imagine the intensity of fire that I will get..

Then again, there are some things I just cannot let go... So no matter how much of workloads I have, I will still make time to do. Perhaps this is a kind of relaxation for me in such a desperate time....

I hope there will be something interesting in this week so that I can post about it... Until then.... BATTLE STATIONS!!!!!

Haha!!

Hmm... Today wasn't such a bad day... Might be a bit tiring and emo-ish in the morning... But it's not bad in the afternoon.

Why?? Because I get to annoy or perhaps irritate Melancholy Lancer... Haha... You might call it revenge, or perhaps 'amusement'... I got so amused at that time while everything was a bit emo-ish.. I just have a great time irritating her, and seeing her expression. Especially, when she is trying to control her anger... Haha...

She try to make me angry and irritated.. But, it seems that whatever she says, I am able to counter it back... Then she got even angrier.. Haha... Then she started to tear a piece of paper.. So happen that the paper have some information and it's a Form 4 moral project paper. So I told her it could be Shower's or Jennie's and it's needed for SPM. This is the most amusing part. She put the paper together piece by piece and tape it together... While doing so, she got more frustrated.. Haha.. Sorry Exciting Wonder that you have to chill her down and got stuck in the middle of the argument.. Hehe..