Failure

Something terrible and depressing must have happened today...

But I forgot what happened... This is what you get for putting up post tiltles and only typing the contents 2 and a half weeks later... Hehe... Lesson learnt..

Since it's titled failure, I think I failed to do something today. It could be anything... I can't remember.. Must be something to someone special...

I failed to remember what I failed.. Hehe... Well there's a failure....

Tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow

Life is just a walking shadow, or so at least that's what William Shakespeare says. Things done will be washed away in time. Events unpredictable. Actions unseen. That's life...

What will happen tomorrow? How about the day after tomorrow... Does life goes on? Or everything you know totally annihilated with armageddon. Will you be doing the same old routine, or something just come about and changes you. Tomorrow is just so insecure.

Don't you just miss the one you love. The beauty of your eye, the centre of your attention. Ever wonder why you could be close at times, miles away the next second. Things changes things. This day the distance between you and her is nil, laughter and chats, tomorrow, total silence. There are always two ways of looking at things that happens between you and her, you point and her point of view. You think she's the closest friend you have, tomorrow, she did something or nothing, you feel she does not understand you at all, not able to feel you. What will she do, a dilemma you've been thrown into. What will she do tomorrow??

For a moment you thought you have achieved something great.... The next, someone take it away from you. People of bad deeds will do things you can never imagine. You know them as a friend today, tomorrow, they back stab and attack you. Things is how things goes out there. The world full of bad, evil and conspiracy. Today you're the same team, tomorrow, those under you work with those above you find a way for you to be out. You're totally stripped naked of things you once possessed. Tomorrow....

In things you do, you try to be true. Put in the things you've known and make it work. After doing so, out of the hall, relieved and assured. Hours later in tomorrow, then you realise it's not so well after all. Things you have not glanced, error you made, things that changed will all sum up and bring you down. All hope is lost. The bird has lost it's wings. What a shame, what disgrace.. High hopes you have, all stumbled right before you. Left you nothing... All is but lost in tomorrow...

Tomorrow is unpredictable, unprecedented, inevitable... All that you can do, the best you can do, don't hesitate, do it. For as tomorrow comes, chance might be gone. Know but this, opportunity only knocks once. Be prepared of what you want to do for chance favours the prepared mind. Meet tomorrow with your shield up, defend your future. Hope shall be restored. As tomorrow comes, are you ready???

Written by:

Armagaddon

T-minus 13 days, 5 hours, 47 mins

Students we have a problem.....

It is T-minus 13 days, 5 hours, and 47mins left till launch... The launch has been moved forward in our state... While the others are at the end or October... Aren't we lucky?? Not..... Why?

That's the time left till the launching of EXAMS!!! Ahhh!!! PMR and end-term... Ahhh!! I think I should revisit my past and bring back my studying mood... Gosh, It's so terrible... Form 4 is just... wow....

I still remember last year... I put in so much effort to study and do exercises... Yet I take it nice and easy with minimum stress... Well, PMR is easy... So to all Form 3's, relax... Don't get too stressed over PMR. It's very easy. So chill a bit, don't make yourself go crazy. If you stress like crazy over it, after PMR you might just feel foolish because it's not as hard as you expected.

Now... Form 4.. Haiyo... A lot of things to memorise... A lot of things to practise and to understand.. I can really die... The bad thing is, I'm not in the mood for it. Even if I am, the commitment is not there, I'll just get distracted. I have to cover Chemistry, Physics, Biology and History at least by this week... So many things to remember... And so many equations to know.. AHHHH!!!! It's like 3.104 times 10 to the power of 10 pascals in me now...

The smart people of course will say it's as easy as pie. And must get 1A for every subjects only they will be satisfied. That is so not for me... Haha... Guess I'll have to study harder and spend more time doing exercises... Add. Maths, ahh!!

Are you studying?

Is that the reason why?

Selamat Hari Raya

Hey!!! Selamat Hari Raya!!! I wish all my Muslim friends a great day ahead...

After one whole month of Ramadan, the day has come!! Enjoy people... It's the day you should be merry....

Hope you will have a great day celebrating... And wish a safe journey home.

Selamat Hari Raya~

Tell Me

Chain of uncertain events could proof depressing.... Or so at least that's how I feel.....

After on Wednesday's incident, I already feel a bit weird I must say. Plus Thursday, that is a real depressor. Indeed I do feel very depressed, but I guess there's no way that I can fix this.

Is it me or is it you? Who's fault is it? Who's responsible for this? Am I suppose to clarify? Or are you suppose to tell me first? I guess this will never be answered.

I must continue this journey of the depressed alone....

Why did all this happened? You stopped what you have been doing for 2 weeks... I feel weird if you don't.

Tell me.... What's going on.... You might not think there's anything. But I do. So..... Tell Me.

Holiday

All right people... Exams are looming near... Stress is building... Raya's coming... I'm sure all of us could use sometime off... Or so at least that's what the ministry of education thinks...

This coming Friday has been declared as a holiday for all schools... Yay!! 1 extra holiday for us!! More free time to relax, and to study of course...

Anything good will always has it's bad side... Well, less two moral periods to ask about moral... The essential and vital classes of physics will be gone too.... Haiz... Our mamak tea break will be canceled I think... No CF too.. Sad... I am pretty much looking forward to it... Ohh, there is a good behind all this, no sejarah quiz on chapter 7 this Friday... Haha...

Ohh well, what has been implemented can't be reversed. I guess I'll juz hav to make the best out of it... Some of the holidays might be revoked though.....

*Stayed back again to do PA stuff. It marks the starting of the second week. One week anniversary!!*

Doom...

Doom is the word indeed... My class just got hold of the timetable for out end term exams... A little earlier than other class.

It is not a good thing to see... 11 days, 3 weeks of exams... All those subjects that everyone are afraid to be failling seems to come out first... And of course all wriiten exams are in front, which leaves only 2 days for objectives... How hell like is it?? May be not for those smart people, thry won't understand this kind of feeling.. hehe..

The exam starts with sejarah, ends with sejarah... Wow... It is as though that sejarah is a VIP... And thanks to 2 smart persons, my good friends, who got 100 for add maths, add maths of end term will be 3 times harder.. So better buck up people!! We must show teacher that no matter what she throws at us, we will still win. Get a 100 and prove to her that she can't prevent us from getting 100.... haha...

I better go load up my ammunitions and get ready for war!!

Wonderful Wednesday

A lovely day it is.... A great testimony too I must say.... It's another day where we PA dudes stayed back to do some checking and to repair the spoilt stuff.

So David and I went to that sacred PA room of ours and start off with our task. We basically took out everything and testing everything, one at a time. We set up Betsy and Honey and of course Fluffy. Then we started testing the XLRs and followed by the jacks. It was a lengthy process but we had to make sure.

Then we start with the repair process. We took out the speakers and checked every one of them. We had to open up the speakers too... By doing this we found a problem to one of the Volcano speakers: wires not connected, hahaha* , solution: solder it back! Then the other Volcano was super tight that it spoilt the screw driver.. haha...

I spent a whole half an hour checking the wireless and can't find any problem. We even broke of the wires while checking.. hehe... Shh..
This is the testimony: After checking for so long, I was about to give up already. Got so tired checking for some problem that I don't know. After screwing the cover of the reciever back, I prayed. With half-confidence, but I prayed a simple prayer."Lord please make this thing work!!" At that moment I noticed something, the socket was tapped. So, I was wondering could it be a socket connection problem? Unlikely. But I checked. Indeed it was it! The two wires was not even connected. Amazing... God actually helped to identify the problem!! After screwing, it worked perfectly!! Praise God!!

We manage to check all the wires... Repaired a jack, the Volcano and the wireless mics reciever. What an achievement. This stay has been truely fruitful... We are so happy that we solved the problems... What a wonderful day...

Disappointment

I feel so disappointed today... Things that are not expected to happen and caused by a source that I never wished.

So ya... But it got better afterwards... The feeling was unbearable, I felt as if my heart is going to burst and brains with be squashed. Luckily it worked out... I hope that will not happen again. It's very awkward and uncertain.

Hmm.. So I'm not that disappointed anymore... So I shall get a little off topic...

Dodge ball!! Don't you just love it... And ya... it's different from the one that the form 3's are playing. But the main objective of the games is the same, you throw the ball at the opponent! Haha... 4A and 4I's games is always so fun of excitement. With both teams cheering with every dodge or a hit, the environment is really exciting. Every now and then, there will be someone that will dodge a ball with a 'stunt' or improvise the game. For example, we are not allowed to take the ball that had rolled into the enemy's place, so a 'dead' person will just go there and kick the ball back to us. Haha... And we won!!

Haha... Disappointment , excitement is all just a feeling that everyone will experience. Perhaps I should try not to be so down when disappointments come.